the music seems to be missing as of late....I have been substituting words, on paper words, in the form of books recently, and the time spent has seem to have filled a spot normally reserved for tunes. Music has always been an escape, weather it was The Mars Volta that created a dreamscape that has blocked out all that was going on in life, or it was some other musical rendevous that created a cloud around the specific moment that was creating itself. I have put a song to every point in my life,,, I have thought about guns when thats all the beatles told me happiness was about, (warm guns), I have stood on rainy street corners and thought that "Rocket Queen" was my themesesong, I have driven hundreds of miles, all the while going from "Summertime" where life was ever perfect, and ended the treck on an overdose of "Nick Drake". I don't listen to listen, I listen to make the moment. That track is on because is means something at that moment. That is why the radio means nothing to me, because I have no control. The Soundtrack of Our Lives, a band I was never interested in for anything other than that the name of the band is perfect. I think that at this point, I have heard two of there songs.. Neither grabbed me......yet I can picture the lead singer, bearded, I almost feel like I have patterned my winter mask from his picture, I bit chubby, yet comfortable.....
The music that makes me ok right now is this, "Garden State" the movie is on, Nick Drake plays while Zach Braff drives down the road in his war time cycle and sidecar. I remember when I decided to investigate Nick Drake, it was when Volkswagen used "Pink Moon" in one of their commercials, I feel in love at the first CD purchase, strikingly depressing, awkwerdly uplifting. That is irrelevent. Not that it has not helped shape me in some way, but that is not what is going on right now. Chuck K. (Killing yourself to Live) has just described to me earlier in the day that Thome York predicted 9/11 in the midst of writing Kid A..... I understand this portion of the book less that any other portion... he is amazing me, yet thig portion confuses me and pastes nothing together to me, I pass this off as 3 pages of waste.. So back to what music makes me ok right now.... A CD, that was missing for 3 weeks, reason being that I temp. lost it. But it was recovered, how much it means to me, no one really knows, but it is The Soundtrack of the past month. It is so, not only because I have not had time to listen to anything new, but it just seems right to concentrate on it right now.